“An elaborate trick; [ Trust Exercise] is a meta work of construction and deconstruction, building a persuasive fictional world and then showing you the girders, the scaffolding underneath, and how it’s all been welded together. Could she have shot him and he lived? Their feelings in reality inform their work onstage. The novel opens in 1982. “Trust is the easiest thing in the world to loose, and the hardest thing in the world to get back.” – R. Williams “Respect people who trust you. But even if she did, that’s not inconsistent with my reading. Our book club read it for our July pick, and Nicole and I did a book club discussion of it for our upcoming podcast episode (airing this Thursday). Because you realize you can’t quite tell what really happened from the novel. Karen and Sarah start arguing about how much Sarah (1st narrator) hates Kingsley. To Sarah, it’s a shared secret. I work on ancient Greek--mainly Plato and Aristotle--and contemporary European philosophy inflected by social and political concerns. I was underwhelmed after reading this book, so I felt that I needed to read its reviews to get some kind of clarity on why this book has been so acclaimed. Each of these stories is narrated by young girls and women early in their lives. New York: Henry Holt and Company, 2019. Quickly, lethally, “Karen” runs through the inaccuracies and fudges in Sarah’s story, the composite characters and acts of artistic license—not to mention the abuses of power that Sarah has revised and sanitized. When you read the whole thing you realize that the drama teacher was clearly the one who got the second narrator pregnant. Kingsley,” who is an older gay teacher/father figure/friend. Reddit is a network of communities based on people's interests. He suggests that a woman will be present, which makes Claire ignore her fear of him and agree to come to his home. Susan Choi’s Trust Exercise is another novel narrated by a young girl. You realize that the school was protecting the drama teacher because he was their fame and they continue to protect him long after his death. This book is a trust exercise. This book is like that. Trust exercise, indeed. Eventually, he is promoted to director of the school, in which position he meets and assaults Claire. What are we? Then she upends things again, in a final section suggesting that there were pieces within this world that neither Sarah nor Karen has honestly addressed. And so what we’re left with, in the end, is fragments of testimony, each colored by its own particular kind of trauma, its own distorted perspective. So did Kingsley assault both girls or only one of them? He tells her little though he clearly knows about the situation. . The school is special, the students are special, and the energy between Sarah and David is special too, so much so that their relationship has its own prologue. We get a story of Karen saying she shot Martin. I agree with a lot of what you say about the book but if I understand your theory, I completely disagree with your conclusion concerning what “really” happened. Is there any reason to doubt he lives with his husband, as Sarah indicates? I am serious about running. He gets close to students it seems to use this information in the trust exercises. But as she says, “he won’t die, he’ll just be different.” As you mention above, she might not “really” have shot Martin, it might just be a revenge fantasy. Sarah, Karen thinks, “tells this story to reveal a hidden truth—or to hide the truth under a plausible falsehood, scrambling history unrecognizable with the logic of dream.” It’s a mission statement that’s eerily similar to the one Choi espouses in her author’s note: the intention of jumbling and distorting real things so that we can see them, somehow, clearly. And yet the process, it seems to Sarah, is a lie. Kingsley is in some ways breaking his students down so he can craft their component elements into something else; he’s directing their lives in ways that please him, as if they’re fictional characters instead of hormonal, impulsive teenagers. Find communities you're interested in, and become part of an online community! Sarah has taken a moment and a series of events that Karen has discussed in therapy and analyzed down to the nuanced meaning of words themselves (“by ‘dazzling’ we mean extremely impressive, beautiful, or skillful, and we also mean so bright as to cause temporary blindness”) and distorted them. Trust Exercise was also named a best book of 2019 by The Washington She studied literature at Yale and writing at Cornell, and worked for several years as a fact-checker for The New Yorker . Although I don’t like Choi’s wordy, over-wrought writing style, your discussion of the threads that connect the plot lines helped me to appreciate the book’s structure. I agree that one way to see the three stories is as three different versions of sexual abuse survivors trying to understand their experiences. Trust is an essential component of a strong relationship, but it doesn’t happen quickly. . Good book group book. It’s also a work that lives in the gray area between art and reality: the space where alchemy happens. They’re both 15, freshmen at the Citywide Academy for the Performing Arts (CAPA), an elite institution for teenagers who show early promise as performers. I’m so glad I found this review! This narrator also tells of a drama production written by the older teacher in the foreign exchange group that brings them all back together, a drama production that seems to loosely reprise the events of their youth wherein an older man is guilty of some kind of abuse of a much younger girl. Change ), You are commenting using your Facebook account. Her adopted mother has died and she is looking for information about her biological mother. Trust Exercise Susan Choi, 2019 Henry Holt & Company 272 pp. One by Liam, one by Martin. “Some involved talking and resembled group therapy,” Sarah recalls. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Artistic education is different. The way the second narrator tells the story, what the “author” has not done justice to is this narrator’s role in the story. ok. You seem to take the position that “Liam” and “Martin” are fictional constructs (a consensual confabulation by both “Sarah” and “Karen”? . You realize that the first narrator writes about the second narrator as a collection of other real people – something the second narrator takes great offense at – because the second narrator wasn’t the only one. Talk to theater kids, music kids, art kids, and you will often hear about that teacher. Reddit is a network of communities based on people's interests. Susan Choi talks process, teenagers, and the infamously tricky ending of Trust Exercise This winter, the Vox Book Club is reading about lesbian necromancers in … After escaping to Houston, rather than going back to the UK and facing scandal, he decides to remain in Houston. It almost made me laugh to recognize my own resistance as capturing the recoil of this moment in our collective history when people wonder if #metoo has gone too far and if women can really be trusted. Sarah and David come from different socio-economic backgrounds: Sarah lives with her mother in poverty; while David's family is financially comfortable. Ryan Deiss, a digital marketer, likes to say that you shouldn’t propose marriage on a first date and that is a really great way to look at it. The third narrator seems to have no pretense at all. Did Karen stop at that point, because it was too painful for her. In the Black Box, the sacred space where the theater students congregate, Mr. Kingsley has them participate in trust exercises—activities familiar to anyone who’s ever been on a corporate retreat, or in a cult. Hello, I recently finished Trust Exercise by Susan Choi. “Trust Exercise” circles varieties of trust like a thief casing a jewelry store: the trust between teacher and student, performers and audience, a writer and her subject, a writer and her reader. Real life bleeds into fiction, of course it does—Choi, who attended a performing-arts school herself in Houston in the 1980s (the place and the time where Trust Exercise appears to be set), has presumably drawn upon some of her own experiences in writing the book, even if only superficial ones. Or I guess Claire things up. Which is, it turns out, shorter than it seems. The second narrator finds a way to play the role of the much younger girl and in the course of things tells of how she became pregnant by the foreign exchange group’s older teacher and had a child that she gave up for adoption. No Martin. Take things one small step at a time and building trust becomes easy. But I thought that it was clear that who the story was about was in question. The two girls’ trip to England is the key dramatic fulcrum of the second section of the book — it explains everything that precedes and follows it in the Karen narrative. Why would Karen — who otherwise despises Sarah precisely because she fictionalizes events and conflates “real” (within the context of the novel) people into composite characters — willingly play along with and buy into the creation out of whole cloth of an English performing troupe? I’m almost at the point where I face a kind of dread when I begin a novel and realize it is narrated by a young girl or a young woman. Somehow the secret should clear things up for us. In Little Fires Everywhere, Celeste Ng has a young teenage girl narrate a family drama that captures the xenophobic class tensions of contemporary American life. “Karen” was in love with “Martin,” an older man who has sex with her and abandons her when she is pregnant. It’s also a work that lives in the gray area between art and reality: the space where alchemy happens.” Karen is furious. RSVP now to join Susan Choi in talking Trust Exercise with the Vox Book Club Why white supremacy is a cult, according to novelist Silvia Moreno-Garcia View all 45 stories He could very well be impotent but still get a thrill from dominating her physically, even if he couldn’t consummate. I’m curious about the current run on novels of teenage coming-of-age and how these novels aim to capture this contemporary #metoo moment. Like I read the ending and thought, distinctly in my head, "I'm outraged." What kind of angst and pain will be depicted in what follows? This website uses cookies to ensure you get the best experience. Trust Exercise by Susan Choi Published by Henry Holt & Company Publication date: April 9, 2019 Susan Choi’s new novel, Trust Exercise is a polarizing book, with Goodreads reviews divided between 1 star and 5. Recently I’ve been thinking a lot about my college experience and I think that’s been making me recoil a bit from the reminder of the young woman’s mind full as it is of insight and expectation and hesitancy and self-doubt. Trust Exercise is a 2019 coming-of-age novel by the American author Susan Choi, published by Henry Holt and Company. I’m starting to sping again. I care about justice, feminism, opposing racism and resisting neoliberalism. This disease has the potential to interfere with normal family life and routines. Really?) The first step in settling a Revocable Living Trust is to locate all of the decedent's original estate planning documents and other important papers. The happiest, most satisfying relationships rest on a foundation of implicit trust. Were both Karen and Sarah assaulted? Trust Exercise’s Karen section—for want of better phrasing—is a striking piece of work, one that exposes the fictions of Sarah’s story while engineering its … And yet it’s possible to see all these elements independently and take away some kind of abiding reality that supersedes them all. You can pose questions to the Goodreads community with Reader Q&A, or ask your favorite author a question with Ask the Author. That can be a good thing or a bad thing. Such is the unholy marriage of creation and self-deception. It’s a story of how easy it is to get the details wrong, to change the story because it is too much to tell all the details, to name precisely who and why and how it was so bad. As she leaves the school, one of the people in the office expresses recognition and realizes her age. It flexes its own meta-existence―as a novel about the manipulation inherent in any kind of narrative―brilliantly.” ―New York Magazine “[Trust Exercise] burns more brightly than anything [Choi’s] yet … [SPOILERS: I am about to spoil some things that you might not want to know before you read it. The description of Lord fits this age. She knows this is perfectly common; just look at the stories/plays/movies about it.” Look, indeed, at Kate Walbert’s 2018 novel, His Favorites, about an English teacher who manipulates a student into a sexual relationship at an elite boarding school, and her attempts to shake not only her sense of trauma, but also how his teaching methods contoured the very ways in which her brain operates. I did not see any reveal. When she is trying to piece together who Manuel represents, she comes up with several candidates, but none who had a relationship with Kingsley. Karen is aggrieved. The truth of what happened at CAPA, the authentic experience, has been chopped up and reconstituted so that a different kind of truth emerges, one shaded and delineated by the author’s own experiences. Find communities you're interested in, and become part of an online community! Spoiler alert*** This review was so helpful and thought provoking. Once compromised, trust is very challenging to get back. It is the night of the assault of Sarah by Liam. In addition, the decedent may have left written … Trust Exercise busts out of its coming-of-age shell and becomes a stranger and far more marvelous creature.” —Slate “Choi, a master novelist, takes advantage of her prose’s magnetic qualities. I teach students to think--and to live. And Choi, for her part, adds another layer to her work—a fictional play with “real” events inside a fictional narrative inside another work of fiction. “Some required silence, blindfolds, falling backward off tables or ladders and into the latticework of classmates’ arms.”. TheAtlantic.com Copyright (c) 2021 by The Atlantic Monthly Group. (Or something—Mr. By continuing to browse the site you consent to the use of cookies. And the novel tries to show why it might be difficult to get to the real story — how the trauma, the lost of trust, makes it difficult to tell the real story. level 2. But instead she shoots a real gun and she shoots it right in his crotch. Yes, he acts in a predatory, controlling, manipulative manner to Sarah, but it is emotional predation, not sexual. I can tell you what I think Plato is trying to do, what he is trying to get us to think about, in the dialogue, but my telling you won’t get you to think about it the way that reading the dialogue would. Trust Exercise’s Karen section—for want of better phrasing—is a striking piece of work, one that exposes the fictions of Sarah’s story while engineering its own. Something has to be the real story. Post was not sent - check your email addresses! After the first section, which follows Sarah through her sophomore year, we shift into the perspective of Karen, one of Sarah’s classmates. The teacher has the class do trust exercises drawing on personal information he knows about them in ways that expose their already sensitive and tender emotional selves. Karen, in Trust Exercise, recalls an event that happened to her. Plot. In Conversations with Friends, Sally Rooney dives into the details of friendship between women in their twenties trying to be friends and lovers before they really understand what motivates them (I guess reviewers thought this was a book about adultery — that seemed incidental to me). 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